At a glance..

I strive for the knowledge that only pain can give me. In my avoidance of love I only found myself giving even more love. In turn by not wanting to open myself I finally realized what I was doing wrong after it was already to late. However I do not live in the past as the only thing I can do is learn from my mistakes and move on. As I distance myself from my past in order to create the foundation for a better future at times the loneliness can be tough and painful. I know that happiness is out there… I KNOW it. I have never believed that there was only one person out there and that you were meant to find him/her. I believe this way of thinking causes many to be hurt, abused and stressed out. I believe there are many beautiful people out there who if given the right chance can show you things that your heart may be looking for. I am trying to find my balance between trust and pride, honesty and loyalty, forgiveness and moving forward. As the world continues to spin I know that life’s days are numbered and each day lived is one day less that I will be able to breath. For that I must do what I want, say what I mean, and continue to love, even if the end result is pain and heartbreak. Lesson Learned…